The GIRL I Knew Who Made ME FEEL SPECIAL...!! :(

I would mark every day on my body,since the day i started loving you,to remember how it felt to not have you..my love 4 you increases with every second I breath thinking of you.I tried to never fall 4 you because i knew i would end up losing my own self.I have tried to hate u the most in this world,but i ended up loving u more than my own soul.Why does this circumstance have to come where to keep you happy i lose the ownership to my own life,..Does love always means loving someone and being loved by the same ,then what would we say,if we love someone and remain silent just because you want to c her happy..?


(long back,it was just a crush maybe...was too senti that time...hehe)

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10th grade


As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Shayari - 2

DREAM seems more realistic than life, The Only place i felt i am YOUR's, You will be the girl i LOVED FOREVER,coz LOVE i did not to get it in return,People say we get only something's of what we WANT, BUT if you where my EVERYTHING, WHAT WAS THE SOMETHING THAT I GOT..?

My Shayari - When i was in Love

I sit ALONE in the darkness , hoping to c light , HAPPINESS is a word , I forgot how it felt , LOVE taught me , PAIN 4 word yet short , while its called what brings happiness , I look at MYSELF , why was it me to lose , maybe to make those who have it realise , NOT EVERYBODY GETS WHAT THEY WANT THE MOST...

My Last Day at School - Fiyum 24.Oct.2010

It was an early winter morning,mum woke me up,earlier than usual,..new shoes n skolbag,getng mor n mor worried as evrysec passed,cz it ws my 1st day at skol,

the smell of moist sand of the winter are still fresh in my mind,the scent of new stitched uniform,n a femiliar ache in my stmch,..cz it ws my 1st day at skol,

my pants wr smal,shivering,with waterbotl in 1 hand n a pencil n odr,standing infront of the gate,feeling lonely, crying,..cz it ws my 1st day at skol,

and NOW nothing seems to hav changed much,jz that i hav grown much,today i step out looking at the same gate,wt d same feeling i had years back,lonely,n tears in my eyes,a flashback of 12 beautiful years i spent here,laufs,n smiles,n cries we had together,moments that i cn nvr frgt,wch i wud cherish everysecond..this is my last day at skol...